Has anybody ever heard of AKASA?

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I'm looking for a 12" single from 1989.  This 12" single was by an artist called AKASA entitled One Night In My Life.  The sound was very poppy and Gothy.  I don't think it ever did make the UK top 40.  But I loved this song as it was an artist, that sounded like Ofra Haza.  I remember Ofra Haza doing I'm Nin'Alu back in 1987/1988.  I love artists like that, as they could be female vocalists in Gothic bands like The Sisters Of Mercy.  Infact, Ofra Haza was featured in The Sisters Of Mercy song Temple Of Love 92.  Ofra Haza was a great female singer.  She died sometime in the early 1990's.  Which was such a shame, as I would have loved to have had the privilege to work with her.  She was such a fantastic Asian Queen.  Infact, she was an Israeli female singer.

My cold is much better now

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It's that ole Devil called ASTRAL-EBONY here again.  I've had a terrible bout of flu.  I've been coughing and spluttering my guts up.  I've also had the chance of doing a lot of deep thinking lately.  It's funny, when you have a word that pops into your head, and then it soon disappears.  I often get like that, and wish I could remember certain things.  The things I don't want to remember, always seem to pop into my head all too easily.

There are certain words that I always do remember, because I like those words.  One word that I seem to enjoy the sound of, is Vitriol.  When you have to argue with a company like Talk Talk, for never getting anything right, then it's such a shame to have to use certain types of Vitriol.  But if you're getting cross with the everyday world in secret, then it's different.  For people with Autstic Disorders, we are a group that find these things difficult to do.  There's not a lot we can do today.  That is because there are too many stupid rules and laws, that protect the real trouble-makers.  And this is only one half of my plight with society.  Why invent rules that are only meant for outsiders to live by, and not the majority as well?  I find the whole system of government run Britain a compleat farce.  You have to have red-tape for this and that.  It's democracy gone bad.

About Midnight Configuration

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Who are Midnight Configuration?  They are an incredible black industrial Goth band, from Nottingham.  Their music has to be approached with the right kind of attitude.  It's always best to listen to their music in a very black room.  There's to be no light polution, whatsoever.  If you approach this dark band wrongly, you'll lose track and understanding, of what they are about.  Let's put it this way, They are utter black and as dark as hell.  Best albums to put on in a very dark room are, Redemption Of The Physical World, and Dark Hours Of The Sothern Cross.  They also have titles like The Unquiet Void, and The Kissing Skull.  There is an album entitled Funeral Nation, as well as a remix album called Digital Interference.  They've also had a USA Best Of comp' called Dark Desires. 

So, what about their music?  it is the music about parallel dimensions, and other dark worlds.  These dark worlds sit alongside our own ball of shit.  These dark worlds have Shape-Shifters.  There are other shadow-Governments that control our worldly politicians.  Do not approach this band, unless you are really going to like them.  There are strong albums that can really effect the listener.  Albums like Parallel Worlds, The Distortion Field and Sepulchre Rose.  These albums demand your full attention, and are not for the weak listener.

Double Situations

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A situation is made even worse.  This is because neurotypicals do not understand, those with Asperger's.  Most of the time we are alone, not because of our own choice.  Society doesn't know how to approach us properly.  There is a lot of Elusive Campaigning going on, where neurotypicals are unconcerned about our emotional states.  Yes, my friends.  People with Asperger's do have feelings.  But we do not express these feelings very well.

There is always somebody hiding behind the curtain.  They are always trying to decieve Aspies, by secretly making us do their will, and not our own.  It's like putting a gun to the head of an Aspie, and asking him/her to pull the trigger.  The socially accepted masses, do not want us to catch them out.  Even the newer people of today, are still somehow connected to the past tense ghosts of yesterday.

It is not paranoia we suffer.  Most Aspies have an average to above average intelligence.  In other words, we know the difference between right and wrong.  And this is expressed by our deep singular talents.  We have many obsessive traits, that enable us as individuals, to have an upper-edge over society.  We are not snobs, just because we do not join in with society's everyday frollics.  If I find some new talent that only I know about.  You can bet your life that neurotypicals soon start copying, our individual newfound obsessions.

It is some kind of Freakshow that we are forced to watch everyday.  If I start listening to Duran Duran, and no-one else listens to them around here.  You can bet your last dollar, that everybody else will soon claim they now like Duran Duran.  I've never been able to understand why society constantly do this.  Maybe they have some kind of Inferiority Complex disorder.  Mary had a little lamb, and everything she did, it also copied her as well.  Many times I have walked into a supermarket, and behold, they approach by saying they also love what you're buying.  But somehow, they do not buy what you are buying.  Neurotypical people are so difficult to decifer.

By the way.  Those that have Asperger's syndrome can feel high rates of emotion.  We are just socially blunted, and find it difficult 2 hold down day 2 day jobs, as well as friendships/relationships etc.  Yet we can have relationships etc.  We shouldn't have 2 do without love, or that dreaded thing...SEX.  We are unique in what we say and do.  We are unique in characteristics, and emotions/feelings.

ASTRO-EBONY

Spirit Level by ASTRAL-EBONY

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Got my very own Spirit-Level.  Place it upon her breasts.  Is she straight to fall in love with?  If so, then she's got sensual perfection.  Throw the small fish back into the ocean.  Don't look at me with those silly innocent eyes.  I will seek out the nearest EXIT sign.  Remove your presence from my Asperger-box.  I want to be alone, if you don't understand me.  I'm heading towards a setting sun.  There is always another day.  I can runaway until I find a Goddess so perfect.  I have a Spirit-Level.  Because I am too deep for shallowness.

What's going on?

In this week's Advertizer there is a piece about Heroin Found In Single Mum's Home.  What was actually found was Diazepam, which is a substitute for Heroin.  This is very odd, as my Psychiatrist wanted to put me on Diazepam, for my depression.  I have higher rates of depression, alongside my diagnosis for Asperger's.

I have always had my very own suspicions, about The Mental Health Services.  What the hell is going on?  It seems to me that The Police, The Government, The Mental Health Groups and Local Authorities are all conspiring against the disabled.  They are planning to get us shunted out of the way, by placing us all on drugs.  That is the secret behind the war in Afgahnistan.  They are trying to steal all the opium, so they can create addictive drugs for the nation.  When we are all hooked on the hard stuff, then we'll be more easy to control.  I just want to say to you all...Watch your backs about this new cruel government.

Angelic Super-Goths

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Got my cds of Gothic stuff this morning.  One of the cds happens to be an old Gothic band called Super Heroines.  This is just one of many Goth bands that sends me deeper, into my own little dark world.  I think of Gothic bands like this as Angelic Supernatural beings, from other dimensions.  They have sent here on a mission, to destroy worldly foolish governments.  The cool thing about Super Heroines is they do look very Gothic.  The Super Heroines gave us the female singer Eva-O.  She was originally involved in Christian Death, with Rozz Williams.

The second cd I was sent was Ladies, Queens And Sluts.  This is an interesting compilation of female singers, in the Gothic field.  The cd includes bands like: Rock Bitch, Sinergy, The Gathering, The Breath Of Life and Nightwish.  This Gothic compilation has some interesting artwork.  The cd booklet could've done with a little more effort, but that's ok.  The images are not too painful on the eye.

The last cd I was sent was again, another compilation.  This cd features a label output of Beggar's Banquet.  The period is only from 1978-1982.  The cd includes bands like The Lurkers, The Doll and The Carpettes.  It should've been a double album, because the label was still going strong 1983 onwards.  Infact, I've always wanted to know a mysterious answer.  What was Freeez doing on Beggar's Banquet?  I always thought Freeez as a Funk/Fusion band, and not a Gothic band.  Gary Numan was also part of Beggar's Banquet too.

Lastly, I've always hoped that one day Angelic Supernatural Goths would come to this world, and destroy our stupid governments.  They'd give the supressed people supernatural swords of chaos, to get rid of all the pathetic politicians.  The whole concept of Terrorism is a compleat farce, invented by lazy politicians, so they can hide behind their masks of deceit, and treachery.  And what have these idiots done with The Taxpayers money?  Spent it all on stupid laws, and their lavish gambling obsessions.  And now this coalition government want us to bail them out again, because of their own ignorance.  They always say, Ignorance is bliss.  One day, these governments are going to have one hell of an upsurge, by The People.